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this just in...  speak(2) :: permalink
  8/28/2008 9:15 am
this very minute, yours truly stumbled across two bags of spray caps that he thought had been stolen last fall.  new york fats , german outlines, and grey dot hins. 

oh yes.

i am feeling the urge to puke vivid bleeding color all over the city.

 

 

ghost 
» posted by: ghost
headlines  speak(4) :: permalink
  8/28/2008 6:52 am
world,

what the hell?  clearly you and i need to have another little sit down. i know you want to go watch american idle. this will only take a minute. sit down, world.

look. i know it's not "technically" illegal, i know there aren't any specific laws against it, but that does not mean that necrophilia is okay. sex with dead bodies? really, world? while we're at it, bestiality isn't alright either.

all i'm saying is, we shouldn't have to pass laws specifically banning sex with corpses. or animals. it's the sort of thing you're supposed to be able to figure out on your own. "maggots on my junk? no thanks." but since you're just not getting it, consider this a final warning. if i find you having sex with dead bodies again, world, i'm putting you on time out. no buts, mister.

understood?

good, i hope you learned something. yeah, fine, you can finish american idle now.

 

ghost
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drawing again  speak(2) :: permalink
  8/27/2008 6:48 am
on one side there is an angel in simple black ink next to a skeleton with silver paint pen highlighting the bones.  on the other side is medical text glued to the sheet, including the word "amygdaloid," which i think is just an effin rad word.

 

ghost
» posted by: ghost
it begins...  speak(3) :: permalink
  8/26/2008 6:42 am
and that depression i mentioned flows away.

so angry, for no real reason.  he doesn't know better, they say. i know that, but i feel like if i let kids get away with "they didn't know better," then i can't expect adults to know better either.

fuck that.  i'll teach them myself.

 

ghost  
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first day of school  speak(7) :: permalink
  8/25/2008 5:33 am
i like when music is alive, when it has something to it, a core that's vibrant.  i know that it is the listener that makes songs live based on the listener's emotions, feelings etc etc.  sometimes the songs are sad like soul one by blind melon, or whimsical like grass by animal collective, but for the most part, songs that i percieve as alive, that speak to me the most, are angry songs like killing in the name by rage against the machine.  i have spent most of my life angry.  mostly i didn't understand what was fueling that torch inside me.  i still don't but i've gotten a better handle on it as i've grown more grey. 

what i want is for everybody who reads this post to tell me one song that is alive for you and why.  one song that makes you sit up in bed in the morning and say, "today is either gonna be rad or suck hard, but i don't care because i'm alive and i am feeling and that just rocks."

please.

 

ghost
» posted by: ghost
my main squeeze  speak(2) :: permalink
  8/23/2008 12:23 am
happy birthday, amy.

i love you buzz lightyear style. 

 

ghost
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meet the teacher night.  speak(6) :: permalink
  8/21/2008 4:20 pm
today is the first day since may 23rd that i have actually worn pants. 

the school year officially starts for the kids on monday.  i was looking forward to going back to "work" for the last two weeks of what i consider the summer, but now that im into it, i gotta say i'm fighting a depression that has threatened to engulf me.  this is no way to start a school year. 

at least The Twins keep me laughing.

"that tastes worse than two bags of frogs."-cadie

"i know that's true."-brooklyn

 

way back at the end of the 2004 school year, i wrote "and it goes on and on..this ragged phantom caravan...relationships blossom or implode like tiny novas, shaking us to our very cores...and nothing changes and yet its all different...

and i wonder who we will all be next time
...."

those words seem much more ominous now.  i don't know why.  i just know that i feel like despite all that i gained this summer, i have lost something, some small integral piece. 

who will we all be this time around? 

 

ghost 
» posted by: ghost
school starts back next week  speak(4) :: permalink
  8/16/2008 12:02 pm
i'll be back soon. 

it's been a hell of a summer.  where to start....

 

 

ghost
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too fast for my tastes  speak(3) :: permalink
  8/8/2008 8:49 am
the other day while on some road trip to some forgotten destination, The Twins were in the back of the Ark, playing.  i am listening to the newest filter album and acting like im not paying them any attention at all.  in reality i know all about the fact that they ripped their bag of cheetohs open and spilled them all over the floor and the seat. 

"if you had three wishes what would you wish for?"-brooklyn

"i'd wish i had my driver's license and i was married."-cadie

"me too.  i wish i was married and had babies."-brooklyn

 

five going on twenty five, the both of them.

 

ghost 
» posted by: ghost
lowe(r)  speak(5) :: permalink
  8/6/2008 8:47 am
i don't know.  i'm having a hard time deciding who is more annoying.

rob or chad?
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